I'm shutting down this DA.

Anyone that wants to keep in contact with me should send a note requesting my new account.

I will stop using this account for uploads/journals TOMORROW.

I will continue to check for notes from watchers and stuff for another day or two after that. So please, send something asap.

Y'know...I've never seriously felt like knocking back a few bottles just for the sake of wanting to feel better about things. Sure, I've had the urge for a drink just for fun, but nothing like this.


I kinda wish I had a drinking buddy right now...seems like a good alternative to what my mind is doing to me now.

Yeah, that a bad way to think. I know.

Hey everyone, merry Xmas.

Let me know when you guys want to all hang out together. I want to see you before you go back to college.

Call my house or text my cell. Or leave a comment here. ^^

1. Turn on your iTunes (or whatever you use)
2. Put on shuffle
3. Write the first line of each song
4. You all guess! Correct guesses will be bolded out

1. Music is a world within itself in a language we all understand.
2. Obi Trice. Real name, no gimmicks.
3. I woke up this morning. I could barely breathe. Just an empty impression on the bed where you used to be.
4. I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head. -Becki
5. At first I was afraid; I was petrified. Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side. -Becki
6. Here I stand, empty hands. Wishing my wrists were bleeding to stop the pain from the beatings.
7. Kazo e kirei nai demo sukoshi no saigetsu wa nagare
8. Can you feel that? Oh shit...
9. I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind. I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time. -Becki
10. What’s this? What’s this? There’s color everywhere. -Becki
11. Ladies and gentlemen please, would you bring your attention to me? -Becki
12. Break me down, you’ve got a lovely place. We’re going to your place.
13. This is not the way I wanted things to be. I hope someday you’ll understand.
14. There’s nothing wrong with me. There’s something wrong with you. There’s something wrong with me.
15. Today I woke up, I woke up knowing, today is the day I will die. -Becki
16. Namiga yosete wakaesu kono ashi no tori
17. My cock is much bigger than yours.
18. Well you ask me about the clothes I wear and you ask me why I grow my hair.
19. Is that seat taken? Congratulations. Would you like to take a walk with me?
20. I was hanging with the fellas. Saw you with your new boyfriend, it made me jealous.

I got 8.5 hours this week?
And last week I only had 10?

Listen the fuck up Wegmans:
I need hours. My car just doesn't drive itself to school on non-existant gas.
Textbooks don't buy themselves.
Food does not magically appear in front of you for free (unless you're at Tig's apartment lol).

I'm hoping this changes very soon...


Excuse me. My stress level just went over its limit. I'll be throwing things at my wall now.